I want to take a moment to write about someone that deserves so much praise that mere words just can not do him justice. My husband.
This man amazes me every single day. His energy and talent are incredible. He is sexy and fun and has the quickest wit! He is strong, yet soft and understanding on levels that I have never seen in another man.
We all go through life and sometimes forget to tell those around us how much their connection and love means to us. We tend to live busy frantic lives and look up and realize that six months has passed and we have not heard from a certain person. An old friend will cross your mind, and you think, "Wow, I wonder what happened to that person and I hope they are okay." I try to take the time to send out positive energy to that person in that moment, and usually within a week or so - they contact me and tell me that they were thinking of me as well. (We're all connected by energy and consciousness... but that is a blog for another time).
Right now, I am missing my husband greatly because our schedules are so nuts, we never seem to get to spend much time together. Sometimes we don't even seem to remember to tell one another important things or experiences we've had. We also have radically different tastes in movies and activities. We find ourselves somehow drawn to opposite sides of the house doing ~whatever~ interests us and not spending time together. This happened again last night. I was catching up things on the computer, and he was doing leather-working in the gaming area. I found myself profoundly LONGING for him.
On the surface, this might appear to be an "unhealthy" thing - yet with the passing of time, we just seem to grow in Love and understanding of one another more and more. There is enough that we have in common that we can do together to make things interesting. We are both strong and independent - yet when we come together, rather than competing with one another, it instead feels like we can conquer all the slings and arrows that the world throws at us. With our time apart, you would generally think that we would drift apart - instead it makes us long for one another like half your soul is missing and the only way to heal yourself is to gather your soul mate up in your arms and just hold them for the rest of the night. It is like two powerful halves of a magnet that when pulled apart suddenly gather their combined attraction again and *Zoom* come together powerfully and the energy there is incredible.
Mick & I can both be very self-centered and egocentric at times, yet we can exhibit great giving towards one another as well. Yesterday evening, he let me take a nap while I was exhausted after work. While I slept, he made dinner and washed all the dishes. It sounds minor, but it was a HUGE deal for me. Those little sacrifices in order to make my life "just a little better."
I can't express what I feel towards Mick the way I truly want to. It is impossible to sum a feeling "adequately."
I just want to say how much I love you and need you, My Knight!! I love that we drift a little, and then fall so completely back into Love and Magic again and again. You make me WHOLE.
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